WiltedLily16

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Please by WiltedLily16, literature

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Please

I know that I probably don't mean much to you And that you probably don't even realize Just how much it hurts me every single day To see you and know that you belong to someone else But I need you to know That I've tried As hard as I possibly could To ignore the twisting in my chest I don't know the exact moment that I fell for you But I do know that I can't keep it hidden from you forever I don't want to keep it hidden anymore I need you to know Need you to see Just how much this is killing me I'm not asking you to love you In fact, I would be surprised if you did I just want you to know That being your friend Is all I ever could have a

Just Maybe by WiltedLily16, literature

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Just Maybe

Is there any way Of convincing my heart That this is impossible? That it's beyond wrong And that no matter how much It yearns It can never get what it wants I'd love to give my heart What it wants But what it wants Is unreachable The distance is too great But no matter how many times I repeat this in my head It continues to yearn I continue to hope That maybe Just maybe There is a way That it's not impossible And that maybe One day I can have her Even if only for a short time

Winter by WiltedLily16, literature

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Winter

How I've missed the whisper Of a cold winter breeze And the sparkle of freshly fallen snow The way the windows become covered In beautiful patterns of frost The smell of the crisp air When you take that first breathe in the morning The way the children laugh As though it's been years since they've done this Oh how I've missed The snowballs flying The snowmen, big and round The angels, all over the ground Winter has always been my favorite time of year Simply for the beauty The uncorrupted purity

Forget by WiltedLily16, literature

You Deserve Better by WiltedLily16, literature

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You Deserve Better

I've never wanted to heal someone this badly I've never wanted to be there for someone this much I've never felt this way before And it's frightening me It's strange how easily feelings can develop But once they do, there isn't an easy way of stopping them The things I've been told The things you've confessed I just want to make them all go away If I could promise that nobody would ever hurt you again I would I'd do anything to keep you from being the heartless person You're currently becoming But... I know I never can So I'll just sit here And do my best to help you stay strong To help you get through this I suppose... I j

Second Chances by WiltedLily16, literature

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Second Chances

So. Mother. Is there anything you'd like to say? Explain yourself? Why you refused your only daughter her only wish? Why you kept her from her father for all those years? Why you continuously try to guilt her into coming back? When will you realize, that she's no longer here? She's been gone for years. But you'll never notice. All you care about is yourself. About what people will think. You never noticed the cuts. How little I ate. How little I slept. You never cared when that happened. So. Mother. No. You cannot have a second chance. I don't give second chances to people like you. And you. Father. Don't think I've for

2. Love by WiltedLily16, literature

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2. Love

"Hey dudes." Kyle smiled as he walked up to us. "Hey." Stan smiled back. "You ready?" He nodded and we headed into the theatre. "What movie we seeing anyway?" I asked. "I'm not even sure." Stan chuckled. "I think it's another one of those Fast and Furious movies or something." "Oh God." Kyle muttered. "Those movies are complete shit." "Isn't every movie that comes here?" I quickly took a seat in the very back and looked around to see how many people were even here. "Must be worse than the others, there's only one other person here." They both looked around and laughed. "Damn. Just our luck." Kyle muttered, sitting beside me as Stan sat

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If Only You Knew by WiltedLily16, literature

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If Only You Knew

I wish you could see Just how much you mean to me It's hard to put into words But I really wanna be heard No one reallys knows how I feel Even though it is real You may as well ignore me If you cannot see How much I love you If only you knew The truth is hard to tell It feels like I must have fell More than a thousand miles Even if I am all smiles If only it were easy to start To try and fix my broken heart I really just wish you knew How much I truly care about you Its hard to explain Because Im in pain Understanding is all I wish for There is nothing more If only you knew Just how much I love you

Things Change by WiltedLily16, literature

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Things Change

Things change Its true Friends fade away But memories will stay Is that true? My memories are here For now They are fading with each new memory I make with my new love They are memories I will cherish As well as the ones with you I still remember a lot of moments The first time I met you I was with my best friend We were playing in the garden You and your brother Popped up over the fence and said hi My friend and I looked up and saw you I couldn't help but smile Cause at that exact moment That is when I fell in love I may have only been 7 or 8 But that is true I fell in love the moment I saw you But now I fell in love

Broken Soul by WiltedLily16, literature

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Broken Soul

A friend, that's all I was to you I loved you, but you took me for granted Never to care about me Who would drop a special gem for just a plain rock? That is you, only a fool One to ignore what was right in front of him To lose it to another Whose only wish is to mend and care for what has been broken By someone who was careless Who didn't care what happened To his beautiful friend An unwise choice That has sent me to the arms of someone caring Who wouldn't trade it for anything It is important to him now He has fallen for a broken soul One that has fallen for one that has never seen anything like This beautiful soul before

Behind These Blue-Green Eyes by WiltedLily16, literature

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Behind These Blue-Green Eyes

Behind these blue-green eyes Is more pain than you can see Tears fall from these eyes Inside I am dieing It's something no one can see A smile can make you think I'm ok But in truth I'm not It's hard to smile when nothing is right But I hate making you worry When you smile all my fears go away All the sadness I feel disappears All the pain eases away It's as if you are the answer to my problems The one person that can save me From the biggest mistake ever

Only You by WiltedLily16, literature

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I Need You by WiltedLily16, literature

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I Need You

I sit alone in my room Thinking of how much I love you My friends say you love me I dont know if thats true But I believe them anyway You still dont know how much I care about you I gave up the sweet, sweet pain Of a fresh, clean blade Pressed up against my arm And the feeling of the warm blood Running down, and dripping Onto the page You, my friend Are the only person who can save me From the pain From the torture From the world You take away the pain Youre like a drug to me I cant survive without you I need you The way you look at me When I walk into the room The way youre voice sounds when Im sad, and you want to k

Perfection by WiltedLily16, literature

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Perfection

We all have goals Some different Some alike We all strive for one thing Many of us for happiness That is a known goal One that everyone reaches for But there is another One that many people reach for But very few ever reach it It is almost impossible to reach It is Perfection The one goal many strive for But never reach It is impossible for many But there are very few people Who ever reach the goal Of Perfection

You by WiltedLily16, literature

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You

I sit here thinking of him And you wander into my mind Why are you here? I don't love you any more I love him now Your face, your laugh, your smile All there Why are you doing this? Why me? I'm just the friend that you have forgotten I don't need this I'm happy now I have him And he loves me Why are you questioning me? My love is true I miss you, That's true But I have someone That loves me Even before I told him how I felt Why do you ignore me? I know I don't love you anymore But you were still my best friend I miss you But I love him Can I not have you both?

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Blank Character Sheet 2.1.8 (390+ Questions!) by TheBoson, literature

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Blank Character Sheet 2.1.8 (390+ Questions!)

The accompanying Google Doc has a nice guide for each attribute! "A quote from or about your character." - Book, Chapter General Information Name: Pronunciation: Name Meaning: Name Origin: Other Names: Gender: Titles: Birth Name: Birth Date: Birth Length: Birth Weight: Birth Place: Manner of Birth: First Word(s): Death Date: Death Place: Manner of Death: Resting Place: Last Words: Dominant Hand: Astrological Sign: Catchphrase: Autograph: Handwriting: ID Number/SSN: License Plate Number: Appearance Picture: Height: Weight: Species: Race: Blood Type: Symbol: Skin Color: Birthmarks: Extra Ana

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Just Maybe by WiltedLily16, literature

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Just Maybe

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I Remember by WiltedLily16, literature

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I Remember

I remember a time A time when nothing mattered Nothing but happiness and fun A time when nobody hated Nobody cared who you were A time when all I wanted Was to wake up every morning I remember a time A time when everyone was friends When nobody was left out When you could be yourself Without being judged I remember a simpler time When all we wanted Was to have fun When we didn't care About who wore what About who dated who About anything other than each other I remember A time When names didn't bother me When I could be introduced to someone And not flinch after hearing their name When I wasn't afraid of making new fri

Forget by WiltedLily16, literature

You Deserve Better by WiltedLily16, literature

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You Deserve Better

Second Chances by WiltedLily16, literature

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Second Chances

Mistake by WiltedLily16, literature

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Mistake

Why did I tell you? Telling you… It was a mistake Nothing more than another Mistake I've made enough of those in my life To know when I've made one Telling you Was definitely a mistake You may be my best friend And I may love you more than anything But telling you… Was the biggest mistake I have ever made I'm so sorry… So sorry I'm not asking for forgiveness What I'm asking… Is to be left alone Forever I didn't mean to hurt you I never meant to I never wanted to… But telling you… Hurt you more than I could have ever thought So this… This is goodbye…

There's This Girl by WiltedLily16, literature

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There's This Girl

There's this girl A girl who means so much So much more than she knows Her name flies around my head Every moment Of every day Her smile Her laugh It's always there I can't get her out of my head I'm in love with him There's no doubt that he's the one for me I couldn't handle being without him But she's always there And yet She doesn't know She doesn't know how I feel She doesn't know that I want her She doesn't know that I need her What would she say if she knew? Does she feel the same way? I can't just confess And it's killing me inside To know that she is happy with someone else To know that I'm not the one she love

Have You Ever? by WiltedLily16, literature

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Have You Ever?

Have you ever felt As though something Was wrong with you? As though everyone In the entire world Was against you? As though nobody Could be trusted With any of your secrets? Have you ever fought Your way through the day Only to be destroyed As soon as you step through the door? Have you ever struggled To hide your feelings From the ones who care the most Only to have them find out anyway? Have you ever fought Day in, day out To save the ones you love Only to have them ripped from your grasp? Have you ever felt Like all of your efforts Have gone to waste? As if nothing you do, No matter how good your intentions, Work

Panic by WiltedLily16, literature

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Panic

Images flashing Repeating Replaying Thoughts racing Expanding Exaggerating Can't speak Can't breathe Can't comprehend Why Shaking Can't stop Need air Breathe! Heart racing Chest pounding Stomach clenching Calm! Must become calm Ignore the thoughts Push away the images Happy thoughts! Think happy thoughts! Brain screaming Stomach rolling 'It's not real! It won't happen. It isn't happening!' Heart's pounding Stomach's clenching Chest's hurting Feel nauseous 'Stop shaking!' Tears are flowing Calm! Must remain calm Can't breathe Hyperventilating Make it stop It hurts Oh please Make it stop…

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

June 21, 1994
Canada
Deviant for 13 years
www.fanfiction.net/u/3042770
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Hey. Names Lavi. I'm Canadian, eh?
Age: 20
Hair: Red
Eyes: Green
Height: 5'
Relationship: Taken x4

Best friend ever:

Fandoms

Adventure Time

Assassin's Creed

Attack on Titan

Avatar: The Last Airbender & The Legend of Korra

Avengers

Brave

Danny Phantom

DMMD

Doctor Who

Free!

Homestuck

How To Train Your Dragon

Hunger Games

Merlin

Ouran High School Host Club

Percy Jackson

Pokemon

Rise of the Guardians

Rooster Teeth

Sherlock

South Park

Star Trek

Supernatural

Tangled

Warriors

Cosplay List

Karkat Vantas

John Egbert

RMWT Karkat Vantas/Hemogoblin

RMWT John Egbert/Heir

Jack Frost

Hiccup Horrendous Haddock III

Kenny McCormick

Craig Tucker

Noiz (DMMD)

Rarity

Danny Fenton/Phantom

Sam Manson

Eren Jaeger

Twitter-PapaKarkat
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Favourite Movies

Tangled, How To Train Your Dragon, Rise of the Guardians

Favourite TV Shows

Danny Phantom, FOP, Kim Possible, South Park

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Disturbed, Skillet, Crossfade, Rise Against, Linkin Park, Sick Puppies

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allen Poe

Favourite Games

Sonic(All), Pikmin(1&2), Mario(All), Alice: Madness Returns, Assassin's Creed series

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS3

Tools of the Trade

Pencils, Paper, GIMP

Other Interests

Books, Danny Fenton/Phantom, Kenny McCormick/Mysterion, Hiccup Haddock, Jack Frost, Karkat Vantas

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WiltedLily16

Nov 13, 2015

New Account

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I have made a new account since this one is quite old now and I don't really use it very often. Also I've changed the username I use everywhere, and since I am unable to afford Core right now, I figured it'd just be easier to make a new account. =P So feel free to watch me over at ~PapaLavi (https://www.deviantart.com/papalavi)

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WiltedLily16

Dec 16, 2014

Eyyyo.

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So hey. It's almost Christmas. I may try to become more active here, but I highly doubt I will. I've changed my fanfiction.net username. It's now PapaKarkat. https://www.fanfiction.net/u/3042770/ I also managed to get an AO3 account. I have multiple pseuds there. WiltedLily, PapaKarkat and suckmynook. All under the same account, http://archiveofourown.org/users/WiltedLily And I've mostly been hanging out on tumblr aside from that. On my rp blog: http://lyophile.tumblr.com/ and my personal blog: http://papakarkat.tumblr.com/ If you want, feel free to send me a message on any of those accounts. I will answer. x3 Also. I doubt most of you

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WiltedLily16

Nov 19, 2014

Okay so. :T

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I've decided to stay. Mostly because I can, really. Also because I know I'll miss dA. Even if everything is pretty fucking shitty here lately. And even though I don't really post here much anymore. :/ But w/e. I'm staying for now. And I may even start posting my newer stories here. I've recently become a huge fan of D.Gray-Man and have started a few fics for it. So keep an eye out for those, I suppose.